past

Today has been super hard for me. someone at work today made a sick comment and it reminded me of some of my own dark secrets. It felt like i was fighting tears all day now that i am all alone at home i feel like they might just come

50

   finished the 3ed book of 50 shades of grey. the last book was a good. I liked when Ana stood up for her self. and i liked the ending i wish they would have taken the ending and put it in to a whole new book.

   I was thinking today i want a atheist president would do the USA good. there is too much money spent on churches and the USA and things spent on the things that they produce such as bibles and crosses

50 shades of grey

   I have been reading 50 shades of grey. The first book I hated Christian Grey. I felt as though he was the bad guy trying to turn Ana Steel into someone she was not. I saw her as a strong independent woman. I felt that he was trying to take that from her. In the seconded book I felt that it made him seem a lot more human with a lot a problems and i began to like him. I am just starting the third book and i am liking it. Christian is great when he is fun and playful but, when he gets angry is when i start to not like him.

    It is weird though I don't know why but when ever they were emotional with their mothers I would start to cry.  I am not sure why those parts in particular would tug at my heart strings but they did. Oh and when they confessed their love that got me two.

     Reading this book also makes me want to try and make a lot of money something i like about him is he likes to buy things for Ana. She dose not really like it. but that seems like so much fun to buy nice things for the people you love.

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I am creating this blog. As a way to express my feelings and thoughts that i have through out the day. Also to give my close friends a incite into how i think.